Thanks for sharing this, Katie! At the end of the day, it is important for the mother to be happy. If the mother is happy, the baby is happy, too. Our stories are very, very similar, only that for me, managing to bring my son to breast was what I needed to recover from the post-partum depression. If you want to read about it, here is my story: https://medium.com/modern-parent/back-to-breast-b422a35ee423

Big hugs! You are a perfect mom for your child!