Thank you, Portia!
I came a long way and I still have a lot waiting for me. I am not easily scared by an asshole behavior. I take it exactly as it is and try to control what I can, going forward, which is me and how I react to all these — as well as my choices.
Documenting my relationship struggles helps me put things in perspective and get different views from readers like you, that are extremely valuable. They help me round up my understanding on various topics so I am more than happy to read each of it.
Thanks!