A similar thing happened to me as well, with a lady I met at work and we are like kindred souls. When the corporate changes happened and she had to transfer alone she blamed me for having it easy and staying with the team. We took a pause. We decided it was too emotional for us to save our relationship. One day I called her. I told her I missed her and our “thing”. It was a nice and authentic conversation that lifted the tension. But it will never be the same kind of thing again. It changed. The context changed. We changed due to the sort of conflictual separation. But lose some and gain some. It’s normal. Sending you love, dear Kristina!